Hi Mike, I miss you so much. I cry all the time. I ask God to help me but it is a struggle. I miss Joanna too. She needs her daddy. Please do whatever it takes to restore your family. Remember your telling me how you cried and cried during your childhood when you where separated from your father. PLEASE do not abandon Joanna. I wish I could pick her up and bring her here to help me in the garden and love on her. I do not understand why you will not call me or come see me when you know I am diagnosed as being terminally ill and am now on hospice. It is the cruelest thing anyone has ever done to me.I am trying to get better and getting upset constantly is not helping me. love you anyway, Mom